sometimes..

no matter how hard you've tried..

no matter how much you've sacrified..

no matter how exhausted you are..

no matter how deep is you've hurted..

no matter what you did..

it seems like..it never gonna be enough..

the pain wont go away..

it keeps on hunting you..

even when you close your eyes..

fall into the deepest sleep..

is the world being unfair to you..?

i dont know..

i dont know..

i dont know..

God..help me..

Surah Al-Kautsar

Surah ini paling pendek, hanya mengandungi 3 ayat & diturunkan di Makkah dan bermaksud sungai di syurga. Kolam sungai ini diperbuat daripadabatu permata nan indah dan cantik.
Rasanya lebih manis daripada madu, warnanya pula lebih putih daripada susu dan lebih wangi daripada kasturi.

Surah ini disifatkan sebagai surah penghibur hati Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. kerana diturunkan ketika baginda bersedih atas kematian 2 orang yang dikasihi iaitu anak lelakinya Ibrahim dan bapa saudaranya Abu Talib.

Pelbagai khasiat terkandung di dalam surah ini dan boleh kita amalkan:-
1) Baca surah ini ketika hujan dan berdoa, mudah-mudahan Allah s.w.t. makbulkan doa kita.
2) Jika kita kehausan dan tiada air, bacalah surah ini dan gosok di leher, Insya'allah hilang dahaga.
3) Jika sering sakit mata, seperti berair, gatal, bengkak, sapukan air mawar yang sudah dibacakan surah ini sebanyak 10x pada mata.
4) Jika rumah dipercayai terkena sihir, baca surah ini 10x, mudah-mudahan Allah s.w.t. bagi ilham pada kita dimana letaknya sihir itu.
5) Jika membacanya 1,000x rezeki kita akan bertambah.
6) Jika rajin membacanya, hati kita akan menjadi lembut dan khusyuk ketika menunaikan solat.
7) Jika orang teraniaya dan terpenjara membacanya sebanyak 71x, Allah s.w.t. akan memberikan bantuan kepadanya kerana dia tidak bersalah tetapi dizalimi

Because I'm Stupid

Because I'm so stupid and such a fool
My eyes don't see nobody but you
Even though I know you love someone else
You could never know the pain that I felt

You probably never think of me at all
And I know we have no memories
But the one who really want you is me

In the end only my tears will fall
I stay you walk away I stand back
Watching you day by day

You can't see that
I'm so in love with you
Like the wind
You just fly right through

There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I Love You"
Somehow flies right off my lips and so

Once again I'm left crying for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I Love You
I'm Waiting for you

You'll probably never have a dream of me
And I know I'm in love all alone
That's why we don't really have memories
In the end, I'll make the mall on my own

Love is like a river of tears
That will flow whenever
You're not here

Even though your heart will never be mine
It's enough just seeing
You smile

There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days whenI just feel so much pain
"I Miss You" Somehow flies right off my lips and so

Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I Love You
I'm Waiting for you....

Bye, bye,Never say goodbye
Even though It's not me by your side
I need you, I just can't say it butI want you
I cannot stop wishing for you

There are days when I just miss you so much
There are days when I just long for your touch
"I Love You" Somehow flies right off my lips and so
Once again I'm left crying for you

There are days when I see nothing but rain
There are days when I just feel so much pain
"I Miss You" Somehow flies right off my lips and so

Once again I'm left wishing for you
Once again I'm left here missing you
Baby I LOVE YOU
I'm Waiting for you..


akasyah07

my memory..
i wanna love you forever..

"apa yang kita ada hanyalah kenangan.."

it's so hard for us to be '1'..
when i walk down the ally..
the memories suddenly came back..

what would you do..
if you wont ever gonna meet your lover anymore..?
you've lost him more than once..
would you go to the end of the world to meet him for the last time?

its killing me..again and again..
and i would die a thousand time just to see your smile again..

God..pls..give me strength coz i cant even move now..

Mari kita bersama merenungi hadis qudsi

Berkata Ibnu Abbas r.a bahawasanya Nabi s.a.w telah bersabda, Allah telah berfirman:

"Siapa yang telah mngetahui, bahawasanya Aku ini berkuasa untuk mengampuni segala macam dosa, maka Aku akan mengampuninya, dan Aku tidak peduli selama ia tidak menyekutukan sesuatu pun dengan Aku"

(Riwayat Hakim dan Thabarani)

Loveless

Somehow I already understand it
The reason why you looked down
It is because you can’t talk about ‘breaking up’
Our shadow which is on the road

Becoming much more closer, seems overlapping
But our memories keeps fading away now
You must have come across a different love
I can’t find a word to keep you beside me
Saying goodbye

That it’s the end
Even if it’s a lie
Our hands become colder since we let go
We’ll become stranger

I’m sorry
Please don’t cry
Because I might hug you again
The memory that piled up

Before it turns to pain
Let us give our last smile and
Say goodbye

I’m going to be fine by myself
The first time I lied
Hoping that it will stop your tears
It is really important

I don’t want to say it actually
Even though it doesn’t really matter
I hope that you’ll find happiness the most
Even though I pretend to be strong

I’d like to tell you “Thank you very much”
Even if we have to say goodbye
Even if we have regrets
It is the proof that we were once together

It seems because of you
Our memories can’t be changed
I’ll forget about it
Let’s put it off our chest

The reasons which we carved together
Let’s move to the new future
Hurriedly, behind your backwith the last smile,
I’ll say Goodbye
Saying goodbye


sayang..i don't want to forget u..i don't know how to go on..
without u..the memories..
so i've decided too keep it in my heart..and leave..
since akasyah had lost her adam.. :(

akasyah07

forgetting who i am..

he said my soul is sick..he said i have to reveal myself..
so that this people around can help me..

frankly speaking..i don't know what else to do anymore..
i don't know what else i should think..
i'm so confused..i'm tired but i can't stop now..

God don't want us to stop from looking for the good things in our lives..
HE doesnt want us to give up..

so i keep on trying and struggling..
but somehow..i feel like i'm losing..i'm losing myself..
slowly..i'm forgetting who i am.. :(

alone again..when the stars no longer shining on me..
i feel so alone..coz i know..u are not mine anymore..
God..it hurts..i can't stop myself thinking of you..
sometimes i keep on remembering those memories that we shared..
it's all i have..to keep me from losing myself again..
i have to fight myself from being that person again..

sayang..i won't force you to stay and forgive me..and i don't blame you..
it's my faith..my burden..and i can't turn back time..i'm sorry for what happend..
i really am..i never thought it would turn out to be this way..

i don't want to lose you..but i realize who i am..if you can't accept it..
i'll understand..i'll always love you no matter what..and i'll always pray for you..

akasyah07